January 2010
56 posts
i don’t believe in a god, i really don’t (in my head, it makes no sense), but recently i’ve been wondering about reincarnation or past lives or something. i only say this because i feel that i don’t fit in this time, in this place, with these people… i am an old soul misfit in this reality and i am afraid that this is how i will feel until the end.
my teeth hurt.
My eyes feel like
there are tiny bits of glass in them or that the inside of my eyelids are made of sandpaper. Sleeping is my only solace at this point, as it should be. It is 1:30 in the AM and I have to be up at 7. Fuck.
By the way, the show FRINGE is fucking great. I’m bummed I caught onto this midway through season 2. Ah, well, finding this is better than watching fucking American Idol. Bahah- oh the...
“The only advice I can give you is to read others, get what you can out of a...”
– J.D. Salinger (via bohemea)
I’m sad he’s passed. This reminds me that I MUST read Franny & Zooey.
Ask me questions?
What the hell… why not? Everyone else IS doing it. Therefore, I will follow the trend.
http://taylorannxx.tumblr.com/ask
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i shouldn't say it but i will...
i need sex. well, not sex exactly. what i need is a boy to tell me he loves me, a boy to kiss and touch and call when i need to talk to someone. i need a boy to keep me company and make me feel beautiful. i need a boy to help me forget how sad i am feeling. for a long time i always told myself that i don’t need someone to make me happy but it is natural to want human connection, a...
i am angry. i wish i wasn’t.
angry at everyone.
hoping this stupid outpatient therapy program helps.
part of me wonders why i made this decision.
it is not reversible.
i might have mispelled that.
i’m not sure.
i’m on a very old computer at my grandfather’s house.
i am getting a massage today.
i am very tired, exhausted even.
i am so tired i don’t even want...
i'm tired but can't sleep.
which, in the grand scheme of things, is very strange. recently, all i have been doing is sleeping the days away. i suppose i have been sleeping my life away. tomorrow, i leave to go to my grandparents house for the weekend as a sort of escape. i really am hoping that my nana doesn’t badger me with questions. i just want a vacation or, as i said previously, an escape.
unless things...
realizations:
katie o’dell, you are the most talkative person i have ever met. you are also the worst listener i have ever met.
agreed but… that’s katie.
i am
overwhelmingly sad. this sadness seems to have no cure; no hug, no medication, no ‘i love you’ seems to make it go away.
I need to remember that...
Saya Wai always makes an effort to catch up via text or come over to my house when she is in town. I suppose it is not so much the friends you see everyday but the one’s that you don’t see that make the effort to keep in touch that seem so special. Of course, I’m not saying my other friends aren’t special but… her kindness astounds me.
I might go visit her at...
16 Things That It Took Me 50 Years To Learn
youmaybeoffended:
jerfrey: remapping-the-human-soul:middlekid:
thesoccergk:caceee:changingtosavemylife:brauth:hello-therelove:
by: Dave Barry, Nationally Syndicated Columnist
1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night.
2 If you had to identify, in one word, the reason why the human race has not achieved, and never will achieve, its full...
i am thankful that...
1. my car has AWD
2. courtney and patrick and i could talk about college
3. i don’t have school tomorrow
4. i have school on monday
i always want to spell mustache as ‘moustache’. i’m confused even now typing them both. hmmm…
“By three methods we may learn wisdom: first, by reflection, which is noblest;...”
– Confucius | Submitted by: sundoll (via quote-book)
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BOLD STUFF THAT YOU LIKE (or are guilty of)
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“Education is an admirable thing, but it is well to remember from time to time...”
– Oscar Wilde (via itchycosmicpocket)