December 2009
71 posts
“I love people. Everybody. I love them, I think, as a stamp collector loves his...”
– Sylvia Plath
“I asked for my childhood and it has come back, and I feel that it is just as...”
– Rilke, The Notebooks of Malte Laurids Brigge (via fuckyeahreading)
“It’s semi-miraculous, really,” said Dr. Wolf, the director of the Center for...”
– Wife/Mother/Worker/Spy - The Endless First Chapter - NYT (via fuckyeahreading)
“Books are the ultimate dumpees: put them down and they’ll wait for you forever;...”
– John Green (via pinmywings) (via fuckyeahnerdfighters) (via fuckyeahreading)
bang. nap time.
“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn’t do...”
– Mark Twain (submitted by coffeeandclouds) (via quote-book)
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sweet caroline...
good times never seemed so good.
the thing is… i had a great day today. i baked cookies and went shopping with ashley and found a great gift for carrie and had some great laughs and talks with the girls. overall, it was a great day. however, i still find myself at the end of the day unhappy. at this point, i don’t know how to fix this depression. the realization that i may possibly...
I wish I was good at only one thing. All too often I find myself interested in so many different things: architecture, design, film, literature, music, anatomy, zoology… life would be so much simpler if we all were designed for one purpose. Then again, life may be at its most complicated like that. As of right now, I just want purpose and something to make me happy again.
I am going to...
Today
I worked. At 7 in the morning until 3. It wasn’t very exciting except that I worked all by myself which I guess isn’t much different from working with Marie, anyway.
I had an eye appointment. I did, indeed. Every time I go the tech ladies are always so surprised at my strange eye vision/problem. Every time they explain to me about the machines and all that. Little do they know,...
I can't fall asleep.
Not with these thoughts swimming around in my head. The worst part is that I have no idea if they will ever leave. Will I ever feel completely secure? Will I ever believe people when they say they love me or that they care? I feel like I am going insane because no matter how many times I try to convince myself that I am loved, it won’t go through my thick skull. I don’t understand why...
because i need this
I need to get this out. I guess I will be saying all of this because I need to remember how I am feeling at this point. Not only that but to see who reads this and if someone does, what they will think. The truth is I write this because I don’t know what else to do.
Friday night, it happened. I don’t know what it was. The combination of my anti-anxiety meds and the pot created a...
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Recent obsession...
The 90s TV show Felicity. Gah, I am addicted.
“One day I will find the right words, and they will be simple.”
– Jack Kerouac
“All the effort in the world won’t matter if you’re not inspired.”
– Diary by Chuck Palahniuk
“Hello, babies. Welcome to Earth. It’s hot in the summer and cold in the winter....”
– Kurt Vonnegut, God Bless You, Mr. Rosewater
